Happy being Single?! ♥

I'd be a fool to say that I'm really happy being single but I should say partly yes, that I'm happy and partly no that I'm not.

Well yeah, i can do whatever I wanna do, I'm free as a bird, I can flirt with anyone if I want to... ( but do I want to? )

At first, never in my life had I imagined that I'd stay single for this long. ( almost a year.. ) My last relationship didn't worked out well and after that I've never been in to relationship anymore.

Yes there are guys out theremaking their "palipad hangin effect" but hell .. I have my reasons why I do not want to get in to a relationship..

I've become more picky with guys lately..

They shall be this and that.

I may like some of them but I do hide what I really feel..

Simply and mainly because I do get CRAZY when I'm inlove...

I give everything without leaving something for myself, only for the guy to end up neglecting me... I hate it!

It's like being dumped despite of the uniqeness I am actually trying to show them..

Ofcourse! there are a lot of benefits you'll be able to get when you are in a relationship. Mainly, you got somebody to take care of you ( aside from your parents..lolz ) you got an inspiration as well and a lot more stuff.

But so far, I shall say I am happy with my status in life.

I get to perform well in school, I have more time for myself and for my friends, specially for my family.

I can think properly without this someone whom I think is the reason for agitating my mind.

I get high-grades in school, and right now I am more active and more willing to participate in our chool's extra-curricular activities.

I am a more matured person right now I shall say..

But still stupid when it comes to love.. lolz!

I have my goals planned already, and I am so optimistic about that.

Kidding aside, i am also excited to march and graduate on year 2011..lolz !

I have no plans of getting myself involve in a relationship this year until year 2011.. Just for me to be able to achieve my goals and be able to perform well in school and fulfill my priorities in life..

I am doing this for my family, first and for most, for myself, and for the people who remained true to me during those difficult and depressing days of my life.

And for those who broke my heart .. ( I won't forget you guys for doing so.. ) wahaha